nowhere man.

loneliness secreting from my pours,
fills my mouth with a silent scream,
i pray you hear me.
i close my eyes
i feel you deep inside,
my heart is pulsing,
you don't want me.
i let you in
you walk away
i let you in
you take me for granted
i let you in
you own my soul
my heart is frozen
i let you in
once again.

Im Sorry

i didnt know it would be an issue.
but it is.
and you were right.
now i'm left with the blame.
once again.
things will never change.

insomnia

just like the fertility of the word,
i am plagued.