3 weeks.

3 weeks
Current mood: numb

Three weeks and im still alive. It comes and goes in waves, not as strong as it used to. I guess the medicine is working. I don't trust doctors anymore. I told them for months that I felt that way. But it still happened, didn't it?

I'm embarrassed. Saddened. Ashamed.

I'm also incredibly sorry.

I'm still here. Three weeks and I'm still here.

I guess I'm not going anywhere.