Down.

down. (nicotine addiction)
Current mood: crazy

This is hell.
This incontrolable feeling.
This misery within.
It consumes me, swallows me, makes me burn within every inch of my body.
I am a crazy person begging for sanity.
I am a wild flower blossoming in the desert.
I am a thousand mistakes in one little vessel.
I am a hollow log drifting down the stream.
This feeling.
This...
This is hell.
I am in hell.
And I am going down.